tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052693318564909128.post517389369930083781..comments2023-08-20T08:06:04.241-05:00Comments on Mind Mumbles: Am I Crazy?NodakValhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13212914336988501583noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052693318564909128.post-9290141565337309732014-01-13T11:37:52.040-06:002014-01-13T11:37:52.040-06:00Val - it's been a while since we've connec...Val - it's been a while since we've connected, but I've been keeping up with you. I feel exactly the same way about continuing on. I'm 18 weeks - started only 3 months after we lost James. I'm terrified and completely neurotic - so miserable some days, but am not ready to throw in the towel. I keep thinking - I'm not sure if this will be the last at #3. I NEVER thought I'd want 4 kids - be able to survive (hopefully) 5 pregnancies. But, now, in the midst of it all, I don't want to close any doors - knowing exactly what kind of heartache I could be in line for.<br /><br />It's gotta be God's hand that makes us feel that way. Without it, it would be so easy to be hardened and close off to the possibility of love. But, we know that the amount of love that we have for these children is worth any amount of heartache. We could only know that because of God's love for us. It's so unbelievable. Just amazing.Kelly Garretthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02751673574068882664noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052693318564909128.post-67141947230056467532014-01-09T09:04:35.317-06:002014-01-09T09:04:35.317-06:00We are crazy about you and all three of your kids ...We are crazy about you and all three of your kids too. Really like this doctor too for her acceptance of who is really in control. Like I said back in October, all we want is a healthy baby, boy or girl. God chose boy this time and he and his family are being prayed for by so many. Am so grateful you have Brent by your side. Love that guy too.<br /><br />love and prayers,<br />MomAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com